When Chaos Reigns

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When chaos reigns
with all it's never ceasing conflict
and all our answers amount to zilch
It's hard to be still
and know that God is God
when prayer has vanished like a mist

Falling to the knees
bowing ever low in confusion
howling out desperate cries of prayer
acknowledging limitations
humbled by his mysterious ways
knowing God's ways are not our ways

When chaos reigns
a never ceasing peace remains
being too complicated to understand
It comes through faith
in the "being still" in knowing
God is God and sits upon his throne

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